and though your skin's sheet white and your arms carry scars, your hair isn't clean much your lungs' black with tar, and god, you love to argue, you can't play guitar. but still let me tell you i love who you are. still let me tell you that i love who you are.

ezekielkorlov:

Ezekiel had stationed himself as close to her as he could without overbearing himself on her. He’d pushed at the little boundaries they’d kept in tact for months and watched them snap away slowly. He could feel the blood racing through his veins as he stared into the eyes of the girl he’d just so happen to have fallen in love with. The name that’d been burned into him from the day he was born slipped from her promising lips, rolling away from her tongue and into the air. He’d never heard her say his name in such a captivating. It was as if she’d said she loved him along with everything she’d ever felt, just by breathing out the three syllable title. He gulped back his nerves, and peered at her as she began moving to rid herself of the thing material she’d always covered her body with. He’d only seen the skin underneath it once, and it had nearly broken him. A sharp air sucked into his lungs as he inhaled, his eyes radiating off the small scars that aligned her body. All of the confidence he’d had for a few moments was gone, replaced with a stronger bundle of the need to make her know his love for her would never cease. He waited until she looked back up at him, her hands folding neatly over the backs of the ones he’d placed on her thighs, and with a shift of his body, Ezekiel had slid from her and evenly pushed her back onto his bed. He moved over her, his lips finding hers only for a brief second before his body arched and he was hovering over her stomach. The violet plushes of skin found their way over a mark, and he kissed it gently whispering his love into her warm skin.

Her lips felt raw and needy against his, despite the fact that he’d barely touched them. She ached when he pulled away, head lifting off the pillow to follow his path for a moment before falling back onto the bed. Her original boldness when she removed her shirt had faded and she felt utterly naked despite the underwear. But maybe that was because everything was new and on fire. But his lips on her scars was more than she could bear, and she turned her head into the pillows, all the while letting a hand bury itself in his hair. She couldn’t deny that she wanted him, even if she hated what it entailed. Addie gently slid her hand under his chin, tilting his face up and away from the permanent scars that didn’t belong in the same sentence as him. She looked down at him, thumb rubbing circles in his chin. Please don’t, please don’t, please don’t. Don’t what? Judge her? He didn’t. She didn’t want to look at him one day and see that look of pity in his eye. Please don’t give me that look and we’ll be okay. 

ezekielkorlov:

Their lips met briefly before Addie had pulled hers away and began peppering his neck with kisses. Warmth radiated through him, a silent gulp taking place as he held tight to their intertwined hands. After moments of just sitting there with her lips on his neck and his eyelids tiny slits in the afternoon, her trembling hands had broke away from his and begun the process of unbuttoning his shirt. Ezekiel let his face fall forward to watch her, biting his lip as his eyes glued to the girl. She was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, and here she was in his bed, nothing but love consuming her. His shirt came off with the swift movements of her hands brushing up over his chest and then his shoulders. The fabric dropped onto the pillows beneath him and her palms laid flat against his rising chest. Sweat had already started to trickled down his neck as the reality of being with her settled in. Her irises met his, and a flicker of a smile wrapped gently around her as he leaned forward to place his lips to her forehead. His fingertips traveled over the outside of her thighs until they were placed on the tops of them, gently sleeping against the buzzing skin. 

Unlike anything before was the hunger that seemed to consume her, radiating outwards from the place where his hands made live wires with her thighs. She’d felt it before, when they made out like kids with nothing better to do. It was different, now. His hands promised things, now. Scary, unfamiliar things that she craved. Her gaze tore from his to glance at where his fingertips met the hem of her shirt. His had gone, hers had to as well. That was how this worked, wasn’t it? Adelaide had no clue how it worked, how he worked. Her breath hitched. Fumbling, she let her hands rest atop his for a moment and then curled them under her shirt hem. “Ezekiel,” Addie whispered, stronger than any i love you. And in an effort measured not by the physical strength to remove it but by the emotional one, Addie pulled off her shirt and let it fall. Her lungs heaved. Closing her eyes, Addie pretended her skin was smooth and unmarred, untouched until this moment when he touched her. She was only clad in navy boyshorts and her best Victoria’s Secret bra, but she felt her youth. Dying, somewhere. But when loved, Addie forgot all about her losses. She refound the backs of his hands with her palms. He could have anything he wanted, but she wanted this.

ezekielkorlov:

Her hands slithered over his skin, grazing over him and sending goosebumps to rise all over him. Her fingers trailed over his body, his breath hitching in his chest. He froze, allowing her to move as she pleased. His shirt moved, revealing the skin upon his stomach and soon after her lips followed, pressing their warmth over the small amount of toned abs he’d been working on for her. He gulped, taking a shuddering breath as she pressed the red rubies against his stomach, nerves rumbling through him like fireworks. Slowly he relaxed, moving onto his back once more to give her access to do whatever she pleased to him. But she would have to be careful, if she didn’t, he would become controlling and take away her reign over him to take things in the matter he wanted. His hormones would take over and he would be on overdrive as he fought them to love her right. 

Her heart was racing and she was sure she could hear it, but she almost wanted to bring her palm to her chest just so he could feel the bum bum bum as it rattled her frame. Instead, she gently laced her fingers with his and held their hands level with his head as she leaned forward to kiss him. Even as she moved down, recovering his neck with her lips, she kept their hands in place until she was sure he wouldn’t move them. It was partially a need to be in control of the situation, a need to know he wasn’t going to catch her off guard somehow and send her resolve tumbling down. Addie used shaky fingers to begin unbuttoning his shirt, hoping the nervousness that made her so slow at this came off at least the smallest bit sexy, something she didn’t know how to be. When finally she’d undone all the buttons, she slid the shirt off of his torso and placed her palms on his bare chest, unsure what to do after her tiny accomplishment and glancing up at him for some sort of confirmation or guidance or assurance.

ezekielkorlov:

The warmth of her breath prickling against the skin on his neck made him grin. She was by far doing nothing to make him feel so completely comfortable under her. She had always been able to do that, but laid here together in his bed, with nothing but their bodies touching, she was making the muscles in his body want to spasm. She began to move, re-situating herself once more, as she brushed his hair away and his eyelids fluttered back open. He looked up at the girl was now sitting on top of him instead of laying, hands playing with the buttons on his shirt. Here eyes were shimmering back at him as she spoke, saying the words he loved to hear so much from her. I love you. The three simple words made every vessel in his body leap with joy. “I love you too.” The words were the most honest thing he’d ever told anyone, and when spoken to her they became the only truth he knew. Her next words were soft, nervous but completely needful, lacking any amount of doubt. He raised the upper half of his body up slowly so he could sit under her perfectly. Without even speaking a reply, he slid his arms over her legs and around her waist, leaning up a bit and in to brush his lips to hers. They crushed against hers with a gentle force, rocketing her back a bit and making him pull her legs in to pull her closer.

Addie was more than surprised with the force with which Ezekiel used to kiss her , her back arching in on itself as she smiled against his lips. Her palms rested firmly on his cheeks as she pulled away. If that wasn’t a sign of confirmation, she didn’t know what was. Addie’s hands fell down around his neck and then trailed across his shoulders and onto his forearms before she kissed him again. She wasn’t in a rush and all of her movements carried a small tremor, a sign of the nervousness that clouded her mind. Adelaide took a moment to catch her breath and looked down at the oversized shirt she wore. It’d have to go eventually, but she wasn’t ready yet, and instead slid her own hands up his shirt, raising it a few inches and dipping her head down to kiss the exposed flesh of his stomach. 

ezekielkorlov:

Ezekiel shifted slightly under the girl, as she pushed his things away, denying the previous plans they’d set. Her lips brushed against his chest, warm breath hovering lightly on his skin. Goosebumps rose upon his body. A small shiver rushed through him, but he held himself steady as she melted into him. The young man slid his arms up over the arch in her back, placing his hands across the bottom of his oversized shirt, that she had stolen hours before in their afternoon escape. His fingertips brushed the smooth edges of her bare skin, his shirt rising up on her just enough, and his arms stretching out across her body the perfect length, to allow him the gentle touch. The drew circles over the bottom of her back, rubbing softly against her skin. With every breath she took, her chest moved against his, in sync with his own breathing. Every time one of them inhaled or exhaled, their chested moved together and then apart. After a moment of being laid in their new positions, Ezekiel tilted his head down and pressed his lips to the top of her head. Her hair smelled of mango’s, making a smile protrude from his face. He breathed in the scent, his eyelids fluttering closed and his hands moving up under the shirt attached to her small body. Something about being close to her and feeling her warmth on his skin made him want to feel more of it. He fingers slid against the contours of her lower back, grazing the skin slightly.

The breath Adelaide was  about to exhale halted and got stuck in her throat as she felt his fingers inch under the hem of her shirt, and breathing became increasingly difficult as his hands traveled farther up the skin of her back. She wasn’t sure if it was the fact that nobody had ever done these things with her, to her, or simple that this was Ezkeiel who’s hands were on her, or maybe it was a dangerous combination of both of them. Her breath became hitched and slightly uneven against his neck as she made the small adjustment of her legs and came to gently straddle his lap, sitting up. She ran a hand through her hair to get it off of her face as she smiled softly at him. “Ez..” she whispered, hands falling to rest gently at the bottom of his shirt as she fiddled with one of the buttons on it. She was nervous, it was obvious, but she was also ready. Addie drew her eyes up to meet his firmly. “Ezekiel, I love you.” Just saying it kickstarted the butterflies in her stomach, even though they whispered it incessantly to each other on a daily basis. “And I think.. maybe. If you wanted..” Addie didn’t know how to do any of this and stumbled through her words, but she leaned forward to kiss him once more, wishing he’d get the message.

ezekielkorlov:

Her lips pulled away from his statue-still body and Ez let out a slow, shaky breath; she killed him with every touch. His eyes fluttered open and he smiled looking down at her as she fixed everything for him, making his own plate of pizza for him as he watched her admiringly-frozen in place. Her lips brushed his cheek and her hands removed his from her waist, only to keep them held in hers before handing him the dish she’d pieced together quickly. After a moment of complete silence and staring on his part, he let a shy grin out and nodded. He was the luckiest guy in the world, and she made him completely paralyzed with her perfection. He watched her spin around and take off, retreating to his room once more, before taking off after her. Once he’d let her crawl up in his bed, he climbed in beside her and scooted up against her, her leg draping peacefully over his. His shoulders hit the soft front of his pillow and he relaxed, placing one arm around her as he dropped his plate full of pizza down onto his stomach. “Shall we continue our movie or should I just eat and then curl up with the most beautiful girl ever?” his words were questioningly playful. 

“Mm,” Addie hummed, biting down on her lower lip and sliding the plate off of his torso and onto the nearby bedside table in one clean motion. “Forget about the movie.” She said, sliding up to lay half on top of him and tuck her head under  his chin. “The food, too.” Her voice was softer now as she gently placed a barely there kiss on his collar bone and let out a contented sigh. She was more than comfortable there, in his bed, wearing little more than an oversized tee shirt. Had it been anyone else, it’d be different, but when she was around him and he said things like ‘most beautiful girl ever’, she not only remained perfectly at ease, but sometimes she even began to believe that he meant what he said. Sure, Adelaide still avoided letting him see her torso at all costs, but if her shirt happened to ride up a few inches as they lay on their stomachs watching television, she didn’t rush to pull it back into place. It was nice that he accepted who she was and didn’t judge her for it, but that didn’t mean she didn’t judge herself. Addie tightened her grip on him and breathed in the subtle scent of his laundry detergent, the same one that was on the shirt she’d stolen from him, the one she’d come to associate with all things Ezekiel. It was comforting to her now, every time she smelled it, and she was still caught off guard any time someone besides him had the same scent. It was his and he was hers and that was it.

ezekielkorlov:

With the flash of her eyes before his, Ezekiel took in a deep, shaky breath. He loved being close to her. The second her arms went around him and she moved closer into him, he obliged by stepping closer to her until they were only centimeters apart. Her warm breath swept over his neck causing goosebumps to rise, as she whispered to him. Tickling her lips across his tanned skin, slowly, Addie began to tease him with her mouth. A small smile replaced his goofy grin, followed by the biting of his own lip as he went from completely relaxed to his body forming a rigid stance, fearing the slightest move that would offset her lips. He gulped, barely breathing as her teeth grazed his shoulder lightly. He wanted to tell her she could stay there, or move anywhere and he would follow, but risking even the slightest vibration might push her off course. So, the dark haired male took his hands that were placed on her back, and pulled her waist toward him to get rid of the few centimeters that kept them separated.

Breaking from the deep kisses she’d been planting along his neck and jaw, Addie just barely brushed her lips against his and leaned back to create some space between them, offering him a smile in exchange for the lapse in closeness. “Take your pizza into the bedroom, yeah?” She asked, reaching around to grab both his wrists from where they wrapped around her waist and taking his hands in her own. Addie stood up on her toes to kiss his cheek and then deposited a pizza slice on her plate for him before handing it to the boy and turning on her heel down the hallway. She was warm and comfortable inside his tee shirt but her uncovered legs were freezing and she was anxious to crawl back into his bed and warm up. Addie got inside and made room for him, immediately tucking herself under his arm and slinging one leg across one of his. If she thought the comforter was warm, Ezekiel was practically a space heater.

ezekielkorlov:

Ezekiel stood, the form of a statue mocking his body. Her words eased their way into his mind as her breath trickled against his skin, warmth sending cold chills over his body. “Would you rather be sitting in a noisy class, separated from each other I might add. Or would you prefer to be here with me, cozy and safe from all the ignorant fools at our school?” His words were as soft as hers, yet heavier when they escaped his lips. He was happy, truly happy, just being able to spend a moment alone with her. The soft skin of her lips brushed against his skin before peeling themselves away after a brief moment. He shivered under her touch; his breathing barely escaping his body. Before she had any more time to distance herself, he pushed his way against her moving her back against the kitchen counter. With a quick movement his hand was under her chin and he was tilting her head up towards him. His eyes traced over ever inch of her beautiful face before connecting with her eyes, and he whispered softly before brushing his lips to hers carefully, “I love you, thank you for being my valentine this year.”

Addie smiled slightly at his ‘I love you’, biting on her lower lip as her eyes locked on both of his. She nodded, leaning forward to wrap her arms around his waist. “I’d rather be right here,” she whispered, kissing his neck. “Or here..” Her voice was rougher now as she tightened her grip on him and dragged her teeth gently across the skin of his shoulder. “Definitely here..” 

ezekielkorlov:

Ezekiel moved his lips from hers, placing them gently to her forehead and then pulling away. He looked at her quietly for a moment, before responding with a smile. “I am relaxed.” Although it wasn’t a lie, it wasnt completely true. He was relaxed and comfortable around his girlfriend, but at the same time he felt nervous, wanting nothing less than perfection for the girl.

She raised her eyebrows out of playful skepticism and shook her head at him before setting the plate back down on the counter and resting her head on his shoulder. “We could be in Pre-Cal right now.” She whispered in his ear. School, with all the girls toting oversized teddy bears and roses, was the last place she wanted to be. He mind would be on him during all of her classes, and now she could see and feel and touch him anytime she pleased. And she did, kissing the skin where his neck met his shoulder blade softly and lingering there for a moment.

ezekielkorlov:

addie-grey:

Addie laughed at just how seriously he was taking all of this. She admired how the muscles inside of his long sleeved shirt rippled and swayed as his arm moved over the pizza with the slicer and cut it into pieces, fighting the urge to do something stupid like kiss the damn things. She kept her arms firmly around him as he rotated in her grip and raised her eyebrow at him. “sure.” She said, amused. Addie took a bite and chewed slowly on purpose to drag out the wait and see how nervous she could make him. “its delicious” she said eventually, smiling amd swallowing before standing on her tip toes to kiss him.

Watching the girl chew and chew, and chew and chew and chew some more- Ezekiel suppressed a breath. What if she didn’t like his cooking? He waited, his nerves knotting inside him as he stood statue still. Silently he watched her jaw move up and down, the movements bringing her neck into sight. He fought the urge not to lean down and trail his lips over her perfectly sculpted chin, as it elevated itself while she ate. His eyes flickered over her face in attempt to read her thoughts, although he knew that was nearly impossible to do. Finally she let him know it was good and he grinned, leaning down to meet her as she moved to kiss him. He reached out placing the slice of food on the counter, and gently overlayed his arms on hers, wrapping her close to him as their lips brushed gently together.

Until she was breathless, Addie kissed him roughly, and only broke away for air. “Relax, Ez.